The Test of Faith, A Missionary Journey

Hours of prayer and many small steps of faith over the past several years led up to the recent conference for Christian medical students and young doctors in Ukraine.  Often missionaries say, “What I thought I was going to do changed after our arrival on the mission field.”  Transforming the medical culture of Ukraine through medical students was not our initial plan.  As time passed God opened more and more doors with Christian medical students thirsting for direction regarding how they could express their faith and encourage one another.

Some of these doors were seemingly random opportunities to connect with students and young doctors, but in retrospect we can clearly see the hand of God preparing the way.  Every connection is important and provided the necessary links between different denominations, different cities, and different organizations that literally span the world that resulted in a successful conference.

These connections came from a willingness to meet with someone not knowing if or when there would ever be any possibility of cooperation.  Meeting with someone not knowing if I could clearly communicate with them.  Or maybe traveling somewhere that took me out of my comfort zone – riding on a bus or train not knowing all the details of knowing where I was going.  All these were small steps of faith and trust in what was not seen.

Our first trip to Ukraine was to Belgorod-Dinestrovski in 1999.  I met a pediatrician with a daughter.  This daughter now attends the Crimean State Medical Institution.  She came to the conference.

In the fall of 2006 Marianna met a woman at a retreat for Christian missionaries living in Ukraine.  This resulted in the presentation of the Saline Solution program to teach doctors how to share their faith in a city called Burdansk.  At this conference I met Rostyslav who Introduced me to James Tomlinson, an Englishman, who is the director of the Eurasian Region of the International Christian Medical Dental Association.  He in turn put me in touch with Dennis Gorenko, co-director of Intervarsity Christian Fellowship of Ukraine.  Also two students from Burdansk came to the conference.  

So in the Spring of 2006 I attended the Christian Medical Association of Ukraine’s annual meeting in Rivne.  There I met some young doctors from Chernivtsi.  In October of the same year  Ukraine Medical Outreach partnered with Caring Partners International to sponser a conference in Lutsk to teach how to develop an Early Intervention Program for children with disabilities.  A speech pathologist in Chernivtsi heard of this conference, found how to contact me and asked if I would hold a conference there.  We held a conference there on autism, an introduction to Biblical counseling and an introduction to Biblical healthcare in the Spring of 2007.  There were 8 students and young doctors from Chernivtsi at the conference as a result.

All of these were thin but vital threads God was weaving into a still not completed tapestry, yet more opportunities to trust in God.  In January of 2008 I met with Dennis Gorenko.  We developed a budget based on 65 people attending the conference including staff. Based on this educated guess, we determined how much money we would need to raise. Amazingly one Church responded with the whole sum.

About five weeks before the conference we learned the cost of the conference almost doubled due to the decreased value of the dollar and an inflation rate in Ukraine of almost 30%. Then we learned the two main speakers for the conference could not come, one from Belarus and one from Russia.  Next my assistant resigned to return home to care for her sick grandmother.

Events were rapidly spinning out of control.  I began to realize we planned in faith, but God planned from complete foreknowledge.  He knew exactly how much money we would need because He knew how many would attend.  One by one God provided for each of the challenges I faced.  The solutions did not depend upon my ability, but upon God’s.  He gave me the desire to make contacts within the Ukrainian medical system and now He was using these circumstances to increase my faith in Him.  He provided sufficient funds to meet all our needs.  He provided for two speakers from Lithuania plus the non-budgeted money to get them to Kyiv. 

Now we are looking at the possibility of a winter conference and several regional conferences.  Our only desire was to glorify God through medical ministry.  When we began we did not know what would happen or how it would happen, but now we clearly see the hand of God at work.

Published in: on August 25, 2008 at 7:50 pm Comments (2)

Surprised by Suffering

When we watch the news are we numb to the seemingly ever increasing amounts of suffering taking place in the world.  As a missionary in Kiev, Ukraine when we have visitors we enjoy showing them the historical sites of this city dating back to 482AD.  We currently have a guest who is a retired US Air Force physician, served on the mission board of the Evangelical Free Church and now travels extensively assisting the Christian Medical Dental Association ministry for International Medical Education.

Over the past several days in between appointments we visited the Golden Gate of Kyiv where many died when the Mongols attacked and captured Kyiv in 1240 AD.  Then we went to the World War II museum where we reviewed the history of Nazi Germany’s invasion of Ukraine and subsequent explusion.  The concentration camps, the weapons, the instruments of torture as well as the personal letters of some of the heroes who fought in these battles.  Then the hall of remembrance at the top of the base of the Motherland Statue, where all the names of officers who died are written on the walls.

Perhaps the most sobering of all was the visit to Babi Yar.  Three days after the capture of Kyiv in WW II,  Jews were told to report to this location which is a ravine and simply shot for no other reason than their Jewish heritage.  Walking on this ground, knowing the remains of over 33,000 who were murdered in just three days are intered, is quite an emotional experience.

Now for the past two weeks we have witnessed the rumbling of tanks, armored troop carriers and missles down our street.  They are not preparing for war, we pray, but practicing for the parade to take place on August 24th to celebrate the 17th anniversary of Ukrainian independence from the Soviet Union.

What is so striking in all of this is the seemingly unending number of ways man has learned to kill his fellow man over the years and in increasingly greater numbers.  More people have died in battles during the past 100 years  than the rest of human history combined.   Why we ask?  The answer lies in our own hearts.  James 4:2 states, “You want something but don’t get it.  You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want.  You quarrel and fight.”

But for those who believe in Christ, we have hope.  He died so that we may live.  His death was not in vain.  It was a purposeful act required by a Holy God that we may be reconciled to Him.  Therefore, in this you may greatly rejoice, though now for  a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.  These have come so that your faith-of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by-may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed (1Peter 1:6,7).

Will I be able to withstand the test of suffering?  Will may faith remain strong?  I am thankful God who enabled me to believe will also enable me hold up under such circumstances.  So do not be surprised by suffering, but be filled with the inexpressible and glorious joy for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your soul (1 Peter 1:8,9).

Published in: on August 22, 2008 at 7:02 am Leave a Comment